Love.

"You know love when you see it . It doesn’t always happen at first sight , but you’ll understand what I mean when it comes around . No gift compares to the gift of love , to love , and to be loved . Shit happens . Just remember that . Not everything is going to go the way that you want it . But if you love him , you’ll do everything in your power to make it work . Because at the end of the day , they are all that matters to you . Don’t worry about the past , worry about if you have enough time to spend with him . Learn from the mistakes of others and the mistakes you’ve made . No relationship is ever going to be perfect , but have the mentality that you’ll go into this relationship giving it all you’ve got ."

I wonder...

Can life get any harder than this....like as each days goes past it seem it not getting any better. Class goes slow as f*** and it not even fun no more like WTF. i was sitting here hoping that this year might be so much better but it suck ass. Like this is not my year at all. Thing is not even going to way i imagent it to be. But hey what can i do. It not like life is perfect right? It just something i guess that happen. it just hard you sitting wanting it to go by fast so you can get it over with but really that just make everything slower, like come on. It just when your not paying attention to it, it go by hella fast but when you do pay attention to it, it just go so dam slow. It just stupid that ways things just work but it guess it life and you have to live with it sooner or laterr.

Look at it Again..

i put in so much hope in us. i put so much love for us and in the end why you got to go and fuck that up. you put all my dreams and hopes down the drain. You said you be there for me no matter what. But in this time moment second mintues is when i really need you the most. Don't you ever get tired of hurting me? you make me happy but why you aways end up hurting me?