Your the first person I talk to when I wake up &
The last person I hear before I go to sleep.

1OO5O1: Reason to smile!

I love how he's always the last person I heard before I go to sleep.=)

He make me Happy!

100401: Wishing on a star!

I think i found the right one! =D
It's not there YET but it's getting there

Sweet tofu! This is hella good!! Fucken husband(play) got me addicted to this. You treating me next time to this! =)

Sorry bestfriend i couldn't hangout with you today maybe next week or sum idk whenever your free!!! Shit and im pack with hw not kool!!!


Hahaha i got Nathan saying FML ever min! i love this nigga!

100301:THIS IS WHY I FALL FOR HIM!

It 9:25 and I'm hella cranky.The sky look hella ugly. FML shit and where did my ride all go. Im trying to get back to Oakland here. Shit people been calling me non-stop. Great Mall was super fun this morning hahaha this is a small ass world lmaoo. Haahaha I'm trying to go to a different mall shit. FML

Nae slow ass would tell her mom to drive all the way to San Jose, just to give me her Pumpkin Pie and leave. This girl be showing up at the most random times ever. Thanks my love. !

Dam this fam is going hella deep! Turkey lmaoo!

I told him i grew up with 4 older brothers. He was like it's bad, instead of meeting them, I'm just going to sneak you out off the house from them, even tho i already meet one and he look kinda mean. I was like they not mean they just think you might not be truthful. But who cares your the right one for me. Fuck the rest hun it me and you against the world.

100201: It's Began to be a little bit more than I excepted.

Happy thanksgiving. Hella fucken tiredd
Im hella juice you really came down to see me even
tho i didn't get a chance to fly down to SD

100101: When it began.

I got him singing to me
Calling me
Telling me story
but all I want is for him to be by my side.

Whoa im sorry but i couldn't help it
He was way to cutee!! dam shit

We taking over this shit!!! It's abouta go down! =D

I guess I have fallen for you
& I'm willing to trust you.

I love how he send me text messages
When he thinking of me.

Today was hella funn. Happy birthdayy derickk!! it nice meeting you finally. =D
There more pics but it's in sum else camera

i can't wait till tomorrow! hella juice. It's your treat tho. =)

Sorry.

_____, I don't we can be friend anymore.

Today was hella fun. School was good. Its went by hella quick tho and i finally got my shit together. Hella juice now i don't needa worry for a while. After was great. But someone got to cake me with a fucken cupcake, HAHAA but it kool! Now you owe me a day out =D but it your treat tho. Thanks to everyone who care for me thought out this times when i need ya the most. Nae made the best chicken. I love going to your house shit!!!. Thanks for letting me stay over yesterday, you help me out through the worst moment of my life.


Goodbye past and hello present.

SAN DIEGO HERE I COME!!
COUPLES MORE DAYS!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH, HELLA JUICE TO SEE YOU THO!!

Jannel here how it goes, something like this...

H: Yo wussup?!
Me: Wussup?
H: Where yu about to go?
Me:Around the corner
H: oh i see, can yu tell jannel that i found you
Me: hahah WTF?! i don't think I need to tell her that
H: ha my bad i was tryna start a convo you feel me?


Weird!!!.

Not going to be on for a while.
Stressing and need to focus.
This is my year, I'm not going to fuck up.

PART 1.

"Love hurts." As always, I thought to myself, you must be tripping. How could love hurt you? Do you even know what love is? As music blast from my speakers, all these song would play about how much love hurt or those type of feeling or emotion you would have that you never experience before in your life. Like it was the best feeling in the world and no one could stop you from that. Okay. Let's pretend you met this boy or girl that you like. You get into a relationship with him or her. It's all good until the feelings either slowly fade away or that it is over and he or she just doesn't want to be with you anymore. You get sad for awhile then you come up with all them emotional shit with the "love hurt" and them stupid ass corny quote about how "heartbroken" you are. HA! I could laugh in your face about how stupid you are. LOVE HURT? You must be kidding me. HAHAHA! You gonna move on then you gonna find someone else, stupid. Get over it.


It hurt me to see you like this. It got me wondering a lot....
Stop them tears. He wasn't worth it.

Omg you made my day no lie tho
Darling it's my little secret i won't tell! .
But i love keeping you guessing tho! =)

FML!

I got so much on my hand and so little times. Im trying so fucken hard but you just making it harder for me. You always brag about other people children and shit. Can't you see with your two own eyes that im hella trying and im not them. I can't never be them. I been hella stressing out lately. I got hella shit to do. im getting hella behind on everything. i told myself I'm not going to fuck up this year but it's just to much for me to handle. I know you drop everything and came over here for the family and everything but i need you to fucken understand that i can get this done on my own pase. You think im not like you and everything, yeah you right im not you I'm me. I know i fuck up hella times and you think i won't make it but you got to get it im not trying to put hella stress on you. Im trying to show you that i can do it and that im more than you think but your not giveing me the chance to show you. You not seeing what I can't do, your looking at my mistake and not letting go. You always yelling at hella stupid shit and repeating it like I don't listen. I have two ears and what come in is going to stay in my head. Im not like what goes in one ear and come out another. You think im lazy but im not, I'm trying hella hard and i don't have time to be sitting there listening to you yell at me and shit. You thought me right and wrong and i thanks for everything but at times you be getting me so stress out. Everytimes you get into a fight you take it out on me or my brother. You telling me im never around no more and im always out and shit. Why do you think I'm doing it? I'm not doing it to hurt you, I'm doing it because i can't handle everything you putting on me. Im only a teenager and i need times to myself to. I'm trying and doing the best for me and only me. Look i love you and everything, your the one that brought me into this world and I thanks you for that but you got to let me walk on my own.

[17:33] babbyystaceeyy: it hella small anyways
[17:33] libbytran123: hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[17:33] libbytran123: _____ was small too
[17:34] libbytran123: hahhahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[17:34] libbytran123: jk his was giganto
[17:34] libbytran123: NTOOTOOTT
[17:34] babbyystaceeyy: hahahaha

Inside joke tho yo.

Thanks for the day out besties!
Your cooking is the best!
I would have cook for you but to bad i don't know how.
We did mostly everything we planed to do!
Well finish the list next time!
You help me so much today!
I don't even know how to thanks you.

Actually i don't need you as a friend no more.
I have a hand full of the friends that i need.

Give me your #
I'll give you my #
Call me text me w/e i ain't tripping
Your just too cute to lets walk past =)

Baby your just to cute

i know we look whoop but it good! that wut party is for! =D more to come

Thanks to everyone that made today possible. It's was a best ever! i know it late but it kool it was fun tho!!! love you guys lots!






whoa and i didn't know you was that cute now =D

Haven't seen you in years! Out of no where show up in front of my house. put a smile on my face and tears in my eyes. I'm glad to see that your okay and doing find but your still running away from the past. You can't keep running away like that. We all care about you. A couples of years ago you said "i won't run away from the past anymore, I'm going to face it and deal with it when im ready". Now that your back, you gotta be strong, face it and deal with it. i willing to help you if yu willing to help yourself.

PARTY BXTCH!!



just to let you know keep talking your shit and ill show you who i really am!

Worry about yourself, don't worry about me.
i know who's fake and who's not
You ain't even worth my time

Ha i didn't know you was this fake now =)

Im willing to give my heart to you, are you capable of holding on to it?

it was cold and i forgot my jacket in the car. Had a great time after school even tho i walk hella muchh!!! thanks for treating me to food Janel! iloveyougirl! need to do better in french and fast! i might not be close to my closest friends anymore this year but i guess it just how it is. Im not tripping about it tho im just realize that just how life is and im willing to take the rise. That why you make new friends and im always down to meet new people.

I love your morning wake up call. + you always call back because you know i fall back to sleep. haha

yesterday was fun, i was sposed to catch up on my works but i went out, and now i’m spending the whole day catching up. lame.




Thanks for the night out Nae.

Life's a GAME of MAKE-BELiEVE and i'm you're imaginary friend

Mind over matter, i don't mind & you don't matter

She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “my name is: alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t...

-Unknown

Someone like this. no lie tho. Foreal.

Jealousy? Rage? Hate? Bitterness?
Much? don't you think?

Ha! that wut you get for not listening to me!!!!

Hold me down
Im gonna show you that
Im stronger than that =)




Hey cutie =)

A lie is always a lie










3 more days to go! hella juice! im waiting for it jannel!

"A Woman would never make a nuclear bomb. They would never make a weapon that kills, no, no. They’d make a weapon that makes you feel bad for a while."

— Robbin Williams

You put that smile on my face like its the easiest thing that you can do.
But im not falling for the trick no more hunny.

Darling i'll tell you one thing.
The way you was treated
its wasn't even worth it
there nothing to worry about
Im by your side

"Guys are like pieces of candy once it's gone you can just get another one" =)

Unbelievable, unforgettable, unstoppable.

Im walking down that road. You either walk with me or you either walk the other way so i don't need to see your face ;)

; )

Girls can't save you, you're in trouble.

Never did listen that well,

Always quick to kiss and tell.

Finding comfort in the distance,

dear you,

i wish i could just have the guts to talk to you or even say hi. i’m not even attracted to you, but its funny how i find myself wanting and needing to impress you. Not sure why maybe.....

From me

Jannel was scaring the crap out of me today saying we all gonna die!! (inside joke)

ILOVETHiSGiRL!

im making a pillow in fashion class....ohh how fun =\

Great another day of school.
its not like i hate it, trust me
it just get bored of it at times.

"Wishing leaves you longing for something u dont have, but seems u cant live without."

=P

"It’s funny how you can always tell when a boy likes someone else, but you can never tell if he likes you."