FML!

I got so much on my hand and so little times. Im trying so fucken hard but you just making it harder for me. You always brag about other people children and shit. Can't you see with your two own eyes that im hella trying and im not them. I can't never be them. I been hella stressing out lately. I got hella shit to do. im getting hella behind on everything. i told myself I'm not going to fuck up this year but it's just to much for me to handle. I know you drop everything and came over here for the family and everything but i need you to fucken understand that i can get this done on my own pase. You think im not like you and everything, yeah you right im not you I'm me. I know i fuck up hella times and you think i won't make it but you got to get it im not trying to put hella stress on you. Im trying to show you that i can do it and that im more than you think but your not giveing me the chance to show you. You not seeing what I can't do, your looking at my mistake and not letting go. You always yelling at hella stupid shit and repeating it like I don't listen. I have two ears and what come in is going to stay in my head. Im not like what goes in one ear and come out another. You think im lazy but im not, I'm trying hella hard and i don't have time to be sitting there listening to you yell at me and shit. You thought me right and wrong and i thanks for everything but at times you be getting me so stress out. Everytimes you get into a fight you take it out on me or my brother. You telling me im never around no more and im always out and shit. Why do you think I'm doing it? I'm not doing it to hurt you, I'm doing it because i can't handle everything you putting on me. Im only a teenager and i need times to myself to. I'm trying and doing the best for me and only me. Look i love you and everything, your the one that brought me into this world and I thanks you for that but you got to let me walk on my own.